Anna pulls out a deck of cards and ask me to cut them. I grab a large number of cards to cut, leaving a smaller stack, she immediately looks at me and says I have masculine energy. I ask why, she states bec of the way I cut the cards. Not sure if was truly the way I cut the cards or my neutral demeanor. I went in not wanting to show much emotion or too "bubbly". I wanted her to read me from a neutral point. Anna stating I had masculine energy sort of threw me off because I'm often described as "bubbly", "talkative" and "girly".
It was later in my life that I truly realized my gift. One day I began to receive detailed messages from the other side to give to people that I knew in some way. Whether it was a high school friend, a relative or an acquaintance, there was "no reason" why I received the messages for the people that I did. I suddenly realized there was a pattern, and it all become clear! All the people getting messages happened to be thinking heavily about the person I was delivering a message from. Usually, it was that the person's birthday was coming up, or the anniversary of their passing was near. I guess I was the closest beacon to their loved ones, and they wanted their loved ones to know that they were there and listening from the other side.
You can make a huge change in the way you use psychic energy simply by recognizing how you misuse it. Once you realize that any and all of the above mental and emotional activities are ways in which people dilute, waste and misdirect their psychic energy, you can begin to change how you use it. Always remember that the energy flows to where you place your attention. Do you want your energy to flow for your good, or to your detriment?